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You know how we’re always looking for that one person who holds the key to our heart? That one person who opens your heart up and lets all the emotions pour in? That one person who makes us feel free? But then, sometimes when you find them, they open your heart up but leave it. They leave it open wide for all the painful emotions to flow in. They are the only ones that seem to be able to close your heart, to make all the pain just stop. And though it seems they have the right key; maybe you just have the wrong lock.
I don’t know. And that right there is the exact problem. I swear there used to be a time where I didn’t say “i don’t know” as much as I do now.
It’s okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on.
Did you know you used to mean a lot to me? Well, yeah that's true. Now, you're just another face in the crowd.
“The most important thing to remember is this: To be ready at any moment to give up what you are for what you might become.”
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[W.E.B. Du Bois]
I think im starting to fall for you, and I don't know what to do because I know you won't ever feel the same way.
I woke up in the morning and I didn’t want anything, didn’t do anything, couldn’t do it anyway, just lay there listening to the blood rush through me and it never made any sense, anything.
[Richard Siken]
It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
I stood there with tears running down my face. I only had one question on my mind, “Why?” Your answer? “Because I stopped getting the butterflies in my stomach when you smiled.
It was just one of those things,” I said, “you know, that just happen. You don’t think or plan. You just do it.
[The Truth About Forever]
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